|When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it’s time to sing along
‘Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
If you’re on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
I know I risk getting nailed with copyright infringement or something but this song says so much better what my days and nights feel like. Sometimes everything is wrong, Take comfort in your friends these are things that I have been trying to do, as well as talking to J and to God.
Today was one of those days that don’t see much progress the way i want but that do show she is getting things together.
The last one is the hardest. I want to make it all better for her and I’m not able too. I want to take the pain and the hurt and the discomfort and have her up and running around and working on things. When she starts to thrash around and even opens her eyes and rolls them in my direction I feel so helpless especially seeing what I can only register as fear or confusion. I am a man who is trying to be what he needs to be for the woman he loves, but this is one of those times that I can’t beat back the bad guy or put my coat around her shoulders as we walk along the shore of a cold lake. It won’t work I have to just be here adn pray and cry and talk to her and hold her hand.
Again I find myself saying help my doubts.