losing it

I am pretty close to losing it. Something has to give and I have to see an end to this at some point. I need NEED NEED a job.  I need to feel usefull, I need to feel like I am not a huge failure.  I’m selfish I realize that but it’s just how it is.  I’m ready to pop a spring with the whole thing.

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